...and as we say goodbye this song plays. and it plays again... and then again... And i am lost in my mind. And my head and my heart are disconnecting out of self preservation. And its ironic that the song is by a band of that very name, The Head. And the Heart... and we have known each other a short time and one might say, a month is not enough time to build a significant connection and 'one' might be right, and my head agrees with 'one.'.. but my heart does not. My heart wonders "is 'goodbye' really goodbye?" My heart wonders "what could have been done differently?" My heart is not consulting my head on these questions to which my head has logical answers. And my head knows that I have felt something similar before.. and my head knows that i am always ok... and my head knows that we are all on a journey and that God brings people into our lives to walk with us for an undetermined amount of time.. sometimes at long lengths, sometimes a mere moment in the vastness of time, of life... and that these people, these fellow journeymen... touch us... and this is life. and this is love. and this is God. and this is real. and I am lost in my mind. And i am not worried about the uncertainty of connections that appear to be over... and my head is ok, and my heart is stronger for being open... and my heart is stronger for feeling. and my heart is stronger for hurting and letting go...
Put your dreams away for now, I won’t see you for some time
I am lost in my mind, I get lost in my mind
Momma once told me, You’re already home where you feel love
I am lost in my mind, I get lost in my mind
Oh my brother, Your wisdom is all that I need
Oh my brother, Don’t you worry ‘bout me
Don’t you worry Don’t you worry
Don’t worry about me
How’s that bricklayin’ coming
How’s your engine running
Is that bridge getting built
Are your hands getting filled
Won’t you tell me my brother
Cause there are stars up above
We can start moving forward
How’s that bricklayin’ coming
How’s your engine running
Is that bridge getting built
Are your hands getting filled
Won’t you tell me my brother
Cause there are stars up above
We can start moving forward
Lost in my mind
Lost in my mind
Oh I get Lost in my mind
Lost, I get lost, I get lost in my mind
Lost in my mind
Yes I get lost in my mind
Lost, I get lost, I get lost
Oh I get lost
Oh I get
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DM. Just. LOVE.
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